ON THE EVE OF MY FIRST PROFESSION
My madness is sanity
Am I out of my senses?
Do I have an auto destructive complex?
Is not there something more productive?
Did I loose the direction of my existence?
I am out of my senses, I am out of myself
illuminated by that supernatural light.
A burning fire is inside of me,
my heart was dark, it became bright.
It came as an emanation
of an idea from his mind to recreate this indigent man.
I want to put my head on his chest,
I want to hold his hand.
I did not intuit it.
I did not deduce it.
I did not guess it.
It just drove me.
This is not a mental act.
This is an act of the heart.
He wants to share with me his secrets,
he wants me recreate his art
I am mad.
My madness is sanity.
I want to continue being mad
now as a Brother of Charity.
A yes will be sufficient.
My dreams will change into palpable visions.
I know why
but he does not have reasons.
I already said yes to him.
I knew him, now he is unknown.
He sees me, I do not see him,
my mature yes will mirror him as the ultimate reason.
First profession is not a ceremony.
It is the prefiguration of my destiny.
It is the amen of life,
it is the aroma of divinity.
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